So I was talking to my
one of my friend recently. The topic was my FB flooded with friends studying
oversease/ why they so rich? / I want to study degree in Australia.
Remember 5 years back
when Im 17
- i never bother to
further study
-do not want to go college
-just want a fix/
reasonable pay job
-never thought of
working overseas
-wontspend money on
traveling/ backpacking
December 2011,I
finished my SPM test
-my mom cant wait to get
me a job, within a month I've changed 3 job
-I start to worry about
my future when I realise office job/clerk/ secretary/ accountant is not my type
of job. WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO ? WHAT CAN I BE? WHAT CAN I DO? WHAT DO I WANT
FOR MY FUTURE?
-Same month, my sister
ask me if i would want to work as a part timer/ helper in the preschool for 3
months while i wait for my SPM result, A BIG YES ofcourse. I would do anything
as long as it doesn't require me to sit down in an office and face the computer
for hours.
January - March 2012
- While working as a
part timer in the preschool. I've learn alot. Supervisors and Manager are kind
enough to teach and lead me. And finally I've decided to study diploma
-Result released on
early March, Guess what, those who i expect to get good result, they didn't and
he biggest suprise IS i got 6A 1B 1C 1D. AND THATS A BIG SHOUT OUT. I NEVER
EXPECT THAT. PEOPLE NEVER EXPECT THAT.
April 2012
- With my result i can
choose to study Nursing(due to my parents who discourage me and strongly
against that, i gave up)
- I took DECE(Diploma In
early Childhood Education) instead. friends might think is weird for me to
study such course while me result is good enough to choose something better. I
dont know just felt like it, and i think is actually not bad.
December 2014
-After 3 years of
working and studying full time , is finally the time for practicum .
-Is a good opportunity
to leave the centre that I've been working for years. ive decided to leave my
comfort zone and move to another centre to complete my final task(my intern)
TBC....
"I never felt so
lost, I don't know how to be an adult, I wish there is a guide book or a menu
that I could follow"
